Dear seizures

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You have been a inconvenience to my life so far. I don't appreciate you being apart of my every day being. If I could I would say goodbye too you, but since that's not the case I will accept you as you are. I will learn to grow and understand you're purpose for being apart of me. I will dedicate time and effort into you, though you may not do the same for me. You come and go as you please and it's frustrating to say the least.

So, from here on out I wont fight or ignore you're truth, I will learn compassion and patience. Because I realize ignoring you're truth or existence wont help me grow and understand you. Seizures, I now see you for what you are. 

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