Self-love

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In order to feel a true sense of belonging you need to bring you're true self to the surface. To do this you need to practice self-love. Self-love is all about accepting all that you are in the moment and for the future to come. What I started to realize is that if you don't practice self-love or acceptance of self, the relationships you form are based off of what others think of you vs yourself.

When I am out having fun; I'm enjoying myself. I'm enjoying the freedom of not giving a damn, expressing all that I want to in the moment. I am enjoying the life that I bring to myself and others and not letting anyone choose what I should enjoy. I know when I have a connection with some one it's real and that I am bring my best foot forward. I don't feel the need to filter who I am.

I know now that I enjoy life because I am on a mission of self-love and acceptance. I am internally free from self-hatred and doubt for the most part. Reason I say for the most part is because I have to be honest that it's not realistic to always have this view of you're self and I still struggle hear and there. I am only human you  know.

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